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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Good Conversation Gone Horribly Wrong

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ME: oh hey (This is where the Good Part Starts...)

ME: you couldn't have come at a better time!

ME: I'm in a horrible mood!

Chris: hurray!

ME: I know!

Chris: so what's wrong?

ME: ok, in a nutshell

ME: I don't respect you, period

ME: I don't mean the old fashion, kidding kind either

ME: I don't respect you at all!

ME: ok?

ME: I mean you're really fun to hang out with

Chris: wow.

ME: but I really don't want buddies

ME: I hate buddies

Chris: hmmm

Chris: then what do you want?

ME: I only want a handful, a midget handful, of good decent friends

Chris: so how do I earn respect from you? (you can't!!!)

ME: long and painfully

ME: it's just this

ME: even though this doesn't apply really right now�

ME: oh yeah, last time when I was on the phone (pointless part, ignore)

ME: it got disconnected I didn't go off willingly

ME: sorry about that

ME: I hate my cell phone

ME: �well what it was, is that I lost respect for everyone who was friends with the weenie�

ME: �among other things

Chris: "the weenie"? (Now here is where it gets fun, for me at least)

ME: yes, "the weenie" :)

Chris: who's the weenie?

ME: uh, I only know him as "the weenie"

Chris: and I know this "weenie"?

ME: know/knew not sure anyone

ME: lost interest

Chris: ok, so, since your speaking crazy talk...

Chris: let�s start at the beginning.

ME: yes

ME: alright

Chris: why are you so pissed?

ME: well, more like was pissed, not as much anymore because of some events

Chris: why were you pissed?

ME: at you or the weenie?

Chris: let�s start with whatever came first

ME: that'll be weenie and it would take way too long to explain

Chris: the pissiness at me or the "weenie"

ME: besides if you are friends with him

ME: I don't want to talk shit about him to you

Chris: tell me his name!

ME: weenie!! (I get a good laugh no matter how many times I read this part)

Chris: Does weenie have an alias?

ME: NO! He's just weenie

Chris: alright. Let�s forget weenie for now.

Chris: now, what have I done?

ME: this is probably the greatest conversation, ever! (That was a great part, now it starts to go downhill)

Chris: to you! but to me, I�m getting jack shizzy from it!

ME: ok ok

ME: I'm thinking

ME: it's like your asking me such an obvious question, but it's difficult to explain...

ME: dude, mainly it's the part that I don't want a few dozen "buddies" I want just 2-3 good friends

Chris: ok.

Chris: are you free tomorrow?

ME: let me think (say no, say no, say no!!!!!)

Chris: don't say no! (GOD DAMMIT!!!!)

ME: school till like 5 (Ok, ok, keep on going...)

ME: I can cut it shorter though (No!!!)

ME: since 10am

Chris: so, do you want to do something?

ME: what time? (Ok, it's gone to hell.... Fuck...)

Chris: let's go bowling! (NO!)

ME: oh god no (good!)

Chris: why not?

ME: been there, done that (OK, everything down here till I say so is crap, so you can just ignore this till you see the next marker)

ME: not the place for me

Chris: so have I, but I don't care!

Chris: ok, then what do you want to do?

ME: I went there, with people who I should have been having fun with, and it wasn't all that great

Chris: I'm not them.

Chris: I�m me.

ME: I do not doubt that�

ME: um not sure, movie?

Chris: Chris friggin Moreau, God of all.

Chris: no, no, no, no, no. Bowling. (Ok, you can look at this if you want...)

ME: uh, mindless acts of vandalism?

Chris: hmmmm...

Chris: yes!

ME: we can go to Detroit around 9pm

ME: and take the airsoft guns (...we'll play cops and robbers, guess who you'll be?) (...up to...)

Chris: no!

Chris: but we can go to the Meijers parking lot and shoot rednecks.

ME: ok, but why do you want to do something?

Chris: haven't seen you in awhile

ME: Then I�ll send you a picture... (...here.)

Chris: plus, I gotta earn some of this respect that i don't have (...and never will)

ME: come on; hang out with some other people you know

ME: I bet you they're way nicer, and social, and non-violent

Chris: look, you said that you were pissed. (Now IGNORE THIS PART)

ME: exactly WERE (Ignore all of this gay colored shit)

Chris: that's the usual for you, and I understand that.

Chris: but then you say that you are

Chris: or were

Chris: pissed at me.

Chris: whether it was in the past or present doesn't matter.

ME: oh, before you have to get off again or whatever, my cell is ###-####

Chris: anywho, so what do you want to do tomorrow?

Chris: movie?

ME: I don't know

ME: movies are something you waste a whole day on

ME: you go for a 3 for 1 special or something

Chris: fine, we'll see one. What do you want to see?

Chris: or many.

ME: no, one

ME: Calc 2 test after tomorrow

Chris: mmmk

ME: there is this one movie which I know you'll like

ME: let me find it

ME: ong bak

Chris: wha?

ME: http://movies.yahoo.com/shop?id=1808640571&d=hv&cf=info

ME: or try this site, but it may cause your computer to explode: http://www.ongbakmovie.com/

Chris: yee-aaahhh!

Chris: that movie looks interesting.

ME: it's made or something by the Wu Tang Clan...

ME: ok it's this tomorrow then

ME: let me find a time

Chris: the ads they have playing for it hail the main character as the next great in kung foo films

ME: never saw a commercial for it

ME: sorry bad at typing today

Chris: I saw one last time I went to the movies

Chris: I saw attack on precinct 13

ME: one at 4:40 and one at 7:25

ME: pick

Chris: whichever tickles your fancy.

ME: 4:40 then

Chris: oooooo

Chris: guess what! (***HERE!!!!***)

ME: no.. (I'll underline the good shit)

Chris: actually don't bother, you'll never guess

ME: yay!

Chris: at work, I'm being hit on.

ME: congrads

ME: Tell Adam he'll be jealous

ME: not kidding for once

Chris: I bet you're thinking "What's so bad about that, Chris?"

ME: no, not thinking that

Chris: wait, it gets worse.

Chris: the person hitting on me isn't a girl.

Chris: :-X

ME: please, don't divulge information like that (Here goes the warning!!!...

ME: next time you'll regret it ...I have proof!)

Chris: I repeat, I�m being hit on by a friggin man! (oh and he will now regret it!)

ME: ok, it's going in my blog!

ME: you were fairly warned (ok now, everyone skip this part, especially Adam)

ME: but non-the-less, Adam would still be jealous

Chris: why?

ME: *snicker*

Chris: he's having bad luck with the ladies?

ME: *snicker* *snicker*

ME: let me refer you to this....

ME: http://www.livejournal.com/users/physicsprodigy/

Chris: I�m doing no better.

Chris: anyway

Chris: another thing at work... (More shit, I warned him about this!!!)

Chris: sometimes they make me do dressing rooms

ME: oh yeah, you're at the shitty place now

Chris: and the doors are cut off at the bottom so you can see if their stealing.

ME: yeah, what about those rooms?

Chris: and the floors in the rooms are very shiny

ME: what disgusting thing are you hinting at now?

ME: oh...*shudder*

Chris: and reflective. (THERE HE GOES AGAIN!!! I warned him!)

Chris: O:-)

Chris: I�ve seen more panties than ever!

Chris: I may be a perv, but I don't care.

ME: good night

ME: I'll go before I become that (OK, now just skip the rest)

Chris: don't hate!

Chris: I got new games.

ME: I downloaded new games!

Chris: jell-oh?

ME: what cha get?

Chris: are you away or not?

ME: yeah I'm here

Chris: well, my library expanded and contracted.

Chris: I got that mercenaries game, sold it.

Chris: I got pa rrappa the rapper and onimusha blade warriors, sold the latter

ME: ok

Chris: my bro got dues ex 2 and xenosaga, he sold the latter

Chris: I got metal gear solid 3, sold it (except for this part, read this Adam)

ME: beat it?

Chris: don't tell Adam, but it sucked to me. (The rest is crap)

ME: I think you told me once

Chris: then I got two x box controllers and street fighter collector�s addition

ME: I had HALO, deleted it

ME: ROSE online, deleted it

ME: something else, something else, deleted both

ME: Got Star Wars Commando, deleted it

ME: Got Star Wars Battlefield 3 days ago, will delete it

ME: getting Age of Empires 2 - will delete it eventually

ME: oh, and I have a Starship Troopers game

ME: it kicks ass!

ME: Other then that I also have more GBA games then I can count

ME: happy?

Chris: no.

ME: Too bad, talk if you want, I have to make some food

ME: I'll be jumping in and out

Chris: to tell you the truth, I�ve been pretty depressed too (...and here he goes with the sharing... his balls will shrivel up now)

ME: why

Chris: my life is going nowhere, and I�m a social misfit (Ok the rest is nothing, good night all)

ME: join the club

ME: everyone goes through that man

ME: don't worry about it man

ME: you'll get through it

Chris: yeah, but it pisses me off!

ME: been there

Chris: I really really need some excitement, or a break from routine

ME: don't look at me

ME: you wouldn't believe how shitty my life is, sorta

ME: but then again, sorta not

Chris: you know what, you and I should go clubbing

ME: why

Chris: to do exactly what I want: break out of the ordinary

ME: why do you insist on doing it with me?

Chris: why not?

ME: because I'm not willing!

Chris: booo!

ME: do I seem like a people person?

Chris: how's your life gonna get better if you don't take the initiative?

ME: ok, I'll take initiative on my own time; I don't want to be the recipient of it though

Chris: ok ok

Chris: so what's going to happen tomorrow?

ME: I go to school at 10, come back around 3:30 to eat something, then call or meet you

ME: around 4:30

Chris: does the movie start at that time?

ME: again it�s at 4:40

Chris: ok

Chris: we going to the amc30

ME: si

Chris: ok

Posted at 2/16/2005 12:19:48 am by yearofTOB
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Friday, February 11, 2005

Synthetics

Anyone else find man-made diamonds depressing? One of the last real things to symbolize how shallow a person can be, and now, it's even fake. Seems, given enough time, nothing in this world will be "real" anymore. It seems that even the aristocracy of the future will be endowed with a fake coating. Fake people, with fake bodies, wearing their fake furs and fake diamonds, never really expierencing anything "real." Music, I presume, shall be entirely recorded (from the view of how people experience it at least). Less than one out of a hundred people will even consider seeing anything "live." People will know each other virtually, form bonds that are as easily dissolved as hitting the delete key. Watch movies instead of plays. Society is dieing. Everything is being replaced by a "newer, better version" of its previous self.
We harmlessly enjoy it. Look into the future. What do you see? People becoming more technologically advanced, or more technologically dependant? I know, if people where shot into the Stone Age again, they'll survive, without a doubt. But do you think any of them will go willingly? Do you think they'll gripe and fight? You know, we are making tiny sacrifices every time we decide to use a new technology. We pick up the remote rather than a book. We microwave a stirafone cup rather than turn on the stove. We would rather go to the movies than for a walk. We are all dieing in society anyway; why not die comfortably, aye?

Music of the Moment - "Pachabel Cannon In D Minor" composed by Mozart

Movie of the Moment - None
Mood - Thinking on what to do next

Thankful became a Curse. Curse Curse Curse, and one good quality.

So many things happen in one second, then they are just blinked out of existence another.
Everything is blinked out; everything is always just blinked out. ~ ME

I've Dug my own Grave, Might as well lay in it.

Nothing ever ends the way you want it to. Nothing seems to make sense now that it's over.

"I'm just watching a bad dream that I can never wake up from..." - Cowboy Bebop

"You were smiling ever since you fell asleep. That must have been one hell of a dream."
"No, just the same sad one." - Wolf's Rain

Posted at 2/11/2005 3:41:54 am by yearofTOB
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Two days later

It's the one, the only, the Personallity Disorder Test! Really busy recently, and I really want to finish my other entry. Oh well, that's life.

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Yeah... I'll take it at school tomorrow when I feel like fucking my education over, again:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

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Posted at 1/12/2005 10:40:29 pm by yearofTOB
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Friday, October 29, 2004

!!Warning!! Vulgarities

Don't worry this won't make sence.

Holy SHIT!! What the freaking fuck!?!? Oh god, oh god, oh god!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. Life is just getting toooo freaking interesting. When it rains it pours, like you wouldn't belive. Everything at once. Nothing is ever so fucking simple is it? IS IT?!?! OY, shit. Ah... ok much better now. Life's learning curve just shot up ten-fold. This is going to be OH so much fucking fun... :-/

http://www.somethingawful.com/articles.php?a=2239 this makes me feel better :-)

(Mother's leaving for Poland, for 5 months.)

Posted at 10/29/2004 10:29:28 pm by yearofTOB
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

Universe Changing Ideas

<Adam>: What's up?

<ME>: god

<ME>: let's not focus on me

<ME>: I just

<ME>: hate people

<Adam>: Explain.

<ME>: even though I don't go to Stevenson

<ME>: I thought I was away from all of it

<ME>: I really hoped I was!

<Adam>: So what the hell happened?

<ME>: I hate humanity

<ME>: I wouldn't mind if the Apocalypse happened right now and took out everyone...

<Adam>: Well that makes two of us...but what caused this realization?

<ME>: because people are at their worst

<ME>: because so many people would be caught with "their pants down"�

<ME>: going right to hell

<Adam>: Would you give me a fucking explanation already?

<ME>: I am so tired of everyone�s crap

<Adam>: A little more in depth than that.

<ME>: people in Stevenson are so fucked up

<Adam>: Keep going.

<ME>: people cheat on each other, and fuck each other up

<ME>: and the wrong people get yelled at

<ME>: people are so blind and stupid

<ME>: so na�ve

<Adam>: This really isn't telling me anything new.

<ME>: Oh, I know

<ME>: except that IM NOT IN STEVENSON ANY ANYMORE!

<ME>: AND IT STILL AFFECTS ME

<Adam>: Some things you can't escape.

<ME>: I feel so bad for a few people

<ME>: but I promised to not get involved to myself and alot of people

<Adam>: Then don't get involved.

<ME>: I don't want to

<ME>: but it�s bothering the fuck out of me at the moment

<ME>: I just want to kill someone, know anyone?

<ME>: or comfort the other people

<Adam>: What the hell is going on dammit?! I hate being left out of the loop.

<ME>: you should be happy

<ME>: listen all that's getting to me is...

<ME>: (now let�s just say Heaven DOES exist....)

<ME>: I know you�re against it but, just for now try to pretend it�s real

<Adam>: I'm not against the existence of heaven...but continue.

<ME>: I was being a little bit sarcastic

<ME>: why do people have to wait so damn long for judgment?

<ME>: why can't it be...

<ME>: you did something bad... God strikes you with lightening?

<ME>: like instant feedback from God

<Adam>: Because of the whole Jesus thing...the concept of repentance.

<ME>: I know but still

<ME>: it'll make me feel so much better

<Adam>: Well shit...not a single person would be left alive if there was instant feedback.

<ME>: I wouldn't mind knowing some people got run over yesterday for something bad they did before

<Adam>: Everyone makes mistakes though.

<ME>: I know�

<ME>: psst, here, I�ll tell you a secret�

<ME>: not everything bad is done by mistake

<Adam>: So what exactly instilled this newfound longing for a vengeful God?

<ME>: Hey, I always wanted that God back!

<ME>: there should be a �stupid line�

<ME>: one that, if crossed, required a shot in the ass with lightening

<Adam>: Everyone would be dead.

<ME>: hey, God can do miracles I didn't say they had to die

<Adam>: So what's really up?

<ME>: why does Sterling Heights have so many fucked up people?

<Adam>: Every place has fucked up people.

<ME>: why do people have to be so fucked up?

<Adam>: It's human nature.

<ME>: I think some has to do with how they were raised

<ME>: and those people ARE because of that

<ME>: at least some

<ME>: weenie shows that God has a sense of humor

<Adam>: Once again...I'm uninformed for the most part.

<ME>: God was like "Here, I'm just gonna leave out some secondary things you won�t ever use, like decency, self worth, and humanity"

<ME>: "Your goal will be to show people how NOT to act� people will hate you and pity you..."

<ME>: "...don't worry I'll give you some fucked up parents and everything will fall into place."

<ME>: "Just remember to be yourself."

<Adam>: Human nature can't be changed.

<Adam>: So what are you going to do?

<Adam>: I mean about humanity.

<ME>: gotta think on it

<ME>: tomorrow I'll have a world changing plan

<Adam>: Just keep in mind...this isn't the only scenario of its kind.

<Adam>: It's happened countless times before.

<ME>: I know

<ME>: and that doesn't make it any better

<Adam>: Just keep it in mind...it's not an isolated event.

<ME>: I know

<ME>: and that doesn't make it any freaking better!!

<Adam>: The only real way to break from humanity is through death or hermitage.

<ME>: hmm

<Adam>: It probably won't contribute to the greater good.

<Adam>: So what have you been scheming since I mentioned the only ways of breaking from humanity?

<ME>: devoting brain cells to my comments

<Adam>: Why do I get the feeling they aren't nice ones?

<ME>: nu uh

<ME>: not in the tiniest bit

<ME>: give me a big word that means "without a doubt"

<ME>: incontrivertibly?

<ME>: something that Bush would say and mispronounce

<ME>: I got it, incontrovertibly

<Adam>: I don't think Bush would even try to say that word.

<Adam>: Have you started plotting anything to get away from humanity?

<Adam>: You seemed intrigued with my options for escaping it.

<ME>: Apocalypse sounds like the easiest thing

<ME>: even though it's not the best or most perfect

<Adam>: Nothing's perfect...not even the apocalypse.

<Adam>: Didn�t I tell you a darkness was coming?

<ME>: yeah!

<Adam>: Don't get too excited...I'm not predicting the apocalypse.

<ME>: damn!

<Adam>: Maybe this is the start of the darkness though.

<ME>: alright

<Adam>: Who knows what it'll lead to though.

Musica of the moment: "Angie" by The Rolling Stones
"Still Loving You" by SCORPIONS

"I�ll See You In My Dreams" by Giant

Posted at 10/21/2004 4:17:14 am by yearofTOB
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

News Flash!

News Flash guys!! From now on, you get up to the min reports here on this site thingy... 2 days ago TODAY Christopher Reeves died! It only took thirty different people to tell me for me to believe it. The universes Favorite Criple died! DEAD!... like a dog!!! How could Superman die? What will we ever do?!
I saw panic in the streets when I drove to school today. I even hit a stroler when it rolled into the street. And I wondered "Where was Superman?" I mean, if I knew he had died, I would have slowed down at least. It didn't matter since Superman wasn't there to catch me so I just kept on going.

Gotta finish this later...

Posted at 10/12/2004 3:03:46 pm by yearofTOB
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Monday, September 27, 2004

Circles

DMV Employees
Circle I Limbo

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Stupid people
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Gates
Circle IV Rolling Weights

General asshats
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx (a.k.a. Dodge Park)

Po-po's, Copo's, and Asshole Cops in general
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas (a.k.a. Van Dyke)

Sterling Heights kids
Circle VII Burning Sands

weenies
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Saddam/Stalin/Dictators in general
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Posted at 9/27/2004 8:58:37 am by yearofTOB
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

New

Quality Time

Posted at 9/15/2004 10:52:39 pm by yearofTOB
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

First Day of College

I knew it! I was right, again! College is so freaking easy. Elementary School was hard, whatever came after that was ok, Davis was so fucking easy, and High School was just a waste of time.
Finishing other entries...